More wedding update

I think it's kinda silly after reading Jack's blog about apes and monkey's hand control to be discussing something silly like my wedding. But it's been a troubling time for me. ha ha ha. First of all I hadn't heard from my photographer for THREE WEEKS!!! What is with that? Then I wasn't sleeping because I was worried about not fitting my dress (across the back and chest because of my weight lifting). However, the photographer called back, FINALLY and I had my first dress fitting tonight. And I am happy to announce, it is TOO big across the chest and back. YES!!!! ha ha ha .
I am starting to get some replies from my invitations. I will admit, there were people I didn't think that were coming and they responded with an "accepts". Which I am quite happy about! It's so nice to know that people are looking forward to coming out and seeing us and sharing in our special day. Very exciting. I only have two more months left. Can you believe it? I can't. It all seems so sureal! (just like in the movie Nottinghill). It's not like I never thought I wouldn't ever get married, but it just creeps up so fast on you! I'm excited, yet very nervous and I will admit, scared.
Now on to my next biggest worry, Phil's rental property selling. I hope all the time that one of these days I will get a surprise call saying "we have an offer". Then we can look seriously and actually not have to live at Phil's house where I don't wanna be. It's not his house, and it certainly won't feel like mine. Phil lives in his "family" house and his dad lives in another house. Anways, these are the thoughts that consume my mind all the time these days. I know it's not cognitive thought process, but keep in mind, I hang around 5 year olds all day every day. I only know about The Wiggles, or what is happening on Mighty Machines! And some child told me the other day "I was watching Dirty Jobs and I saw a vet take a horses balls and cut them off and then grab the penis". That my friends is the intellectual conversations I encounter every day.